uncomfortableI did my best
But I guess my best wasn't good enough
'Cause here we are back where we were before
Seems nothing ever changes
We're back to being strangers
Wondering if we oughta stay
Or head on out the door
CHORUS:
Just once can't we figure out what we keep doing wrong
Why we never last for very long
What are we doing wrong
Just once can't we find a way to finally make it right
Make the magic last for more than just one night
If we could just get to it
I know we could break through it
I gave my all
But I think my all may have been too much
'Cause Lord knows we're not getting anywhere
Seems we're always blowing whatever we got going
And seems at times with all we've got
We haven't got a prayer
Just once can't we figure out what we keep doing wrong
Why the goodtimes never last for very long
Seems we're always blowing
Whatever we got going
(CHORUS)
Just once I want to understand
Why it always come back to good-bye
Why can't we get ourselves in hand
And admit to one another
That we're no good with out the other
Take the best and make it better
Find a way to stay together
(CHORUS)
Just once
If we could get to it
Just Once...
That sort of sums up my relationship with this girl. We have a long history of talking to each other and not talking to each other and getting angry and hate and love and it's...well, tiring. I miss her sometimes.
The last time I tried to call her was around Christmas, I got her voicemail, left a message, and that was it. So I finally got the nerve to call her again on Thursday. We talked a little bit. She's busy (she goes to Yal6e), but I'm hoping to be able to see her.
I wasted too much space posting those song lyrics, but let's just say my relationship with her could've been romantic at some point but I don't see it happening now. Although I still care about her. I want to be her friend, I want to be part of her life. Does this happen to anyone else? Are friendships supposed to be this complicated?
